i dont know what to call this one

you are doing fine, Matt. Stop judging yourself. You deserve to be loved by somebody just let her do it.

You’re not gonna fuck it up either. I love you too much to let you keep that thought rolling around in your head. You already have her just enjoy it.

The reason you feel so anxious when you’re relating to her is because you’re terrified of losing her. It’s OK to feel that way I don’t think she’s gonna betray you or abandon you.

I know why you think that and that makes sense because everybody else does but I don’t think that’s gonna happen here. Even if it did, you would get up and chase after her.

Without her, you are quite simply not OK. That’s why it’s hard to wait for her to respond until she can. You’re scared that she’s gonna abandon you every time it takes a little while to get a message from her.

I know it’s really hard to keep opening yourself up to somebody with the idea that they could just abandon you like everybody else. Every other time that you have decided not to open up, it’s been the right choice, but not this time

Just let her love you. I know it sounds so simple. It sounds stupid, but that’s all you have to do.