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My mind is a tomb where no flowers grow
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A little over a year and a half ago ago I was employee of the quarter regularly, a top performer, trainer, and being considered for a promotion at work. Now I am literally one mistake away from being fired. This issue started once I quit drinking. I’m struggling at living a normal life. No matter what mountain I climb there is always another one that is steeper. Now on top of needing doctors and healthcare I cannot afford, I have to live with the fact that I could lose my income at any moment. I also have to live with the fact that whenever I talk about my problems it makes other people feel uncomfortable or resent me for the most part. Even most people whos problems and I listen to seem to pull back or just dont know what to say and i get alienated regardless of whether it’s fair or not. I have to keep my problems supressed for the most part because I will literally have no one left. I do what I can but I feel like no matter how hard I pay attention and try to think before I speak and act I always end up saying something that gets people to just disappear from my life overnight. The problem is no matter how much I try to avoid repeat mistakes there is always something else I didn’t consider so I’ve just come to realize 99% of people just dont want me around and I don’t think there is anything I can do about that. I wish I could end this on more of a positive hopeful note but I just don’t have it in me today. I got through work that’s all that matters.
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love is never easy. not too attractive to the weak.
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ok now go try to relax again (if you fail ill kill you)
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finally letting go doesnt matter title doesnt matter nothing matters
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You are a dumb bitch and you make your children’s lives harder for no reason
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You’re 20 years old and you still think the world revolves around you? lol good luck kid
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This could be a sanity slip or I’m just doing what’s necessary.
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“you don’t like me I get that and that’s OK. but you’re wrong and I hate you I need to go cry”
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You act like death is a bad thing and not an inescapable part of life
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I’m a reasonable man. Get off my case.
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rambling about problems that can’t be fixed and no one cares about.
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Me rambling about my problems no one cares about
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We’re crashing this plane with no survivors
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