psycho rant dont remember what about

I need to remember that I am barely getting through each day by the edge of my sanity, and people are getting on my case about a small amount of irritation in my voice. I deal with emotions so strong on a regular basis that I give serious thought to ending my life, consistently because it is too much to handle. but its “too much” for them to be patient with me when they are confused.

I think it’s important to keep in mind as well that you were buying a gift for somebody and they came off completely disinterested and inconvenienced by it. And it’s also somebody you love, care about and want approval from.