You’re 20 years old and you still think the world revolves around you? lol good luck kid

You could’ve just said “not feeling up for it” and i wouldnt have had to drive across town to discover my friend is so overwhelmed by his problems that he takes a single sentence completely the wrong way and is willing to Lose all patients with his friend who needed him really badly at that moment.

I don’t know why I feel bad. I’m not the one who lied to his friend and said he wanted to hang out with him. If you were just gonna hop out of the car immediately over the first thing you heard clearly did not need to hang out with anyone you fucking idiot.

And you know what I hope you feel bad. Not because it makes me feel better though. Because I hope you learn from this. I hope you learn that being honest matters even when it’s difficult. If you would’ve just said that you didn’t wanna hang out, you wouldn’t have lost a good friend like me.

I’m not saying any of this out of hate or anger, even though I am very angry. I am allowed to be angry. Just like you are allowed to be so angry that you jump out of a car over hearing something that upsets you.

The only problem there is it’s a situation you put yourself in. You did not have to be around me. I literally gave you an out, but you are such a big girl that you can’t tell somebody know. Like do I need to worry about you getting raped or something like what the fuck man?

And yeah, I’m being really hard on you, but I promise you it comes from a place of love, even if it doesn’t feel like it. I’m just so hurt that I can’t be friends with you indefinitely. Maybe when you grow up and finally understand what I’m talking about here but honestly…

…best of luck. I forgive you But I doubt you care at this point. I mean, it’s pretty clear my friendship meant absolutely nothing to you. You were willing to throw it away over just one icky feeling. It’s taking all of my effort, not to hate you.

You were just suffering and did what you thought you had to do. I completely understand that. But ignorance is not the same as innocence. Your actions had consequences and they were a lot worse for me.

Of course it’s not your fault that I went and had two shots of vodka and threw away a year and a half of sobriety. But the paradox is I never would’ve done it if you could’ve just been a little more patient with me. I hope you take that with you for the rest of your life.