We’re crashing this plane with no survivors

I am more angry than I have ever been in my entire life, but in no way is that a bad thing. I am completely in control of myself, I am not making errors and judgment or making things worse.

I feel like I snapped, but in a completely good way. I just finally hit my breaking point because things are so bad there really is nothing left to do but just completely unleash this rage ive been holding back to get the will I need for complete and total change. it wouldn’t work otherwise. I have to be ALL IN.

We’re crashing this plane with no survivors. we’re killing every man women and child. hit the launch button let all nukes fly I am burning this place to the ground if I don’t get what I need.

there is absolutely nothing you can throw at me to get me to give up or even slow me down. I am not for sale. I cannot be bargained with. and that really scares you. Got you SHOOK

Your best is a joke. The absolute best you could do is try to convince me that I want to kill myself. have you met me? I hate to break it to you, but I do not possess the ability to give up. If I was bleeding out and 100 miles from a hospital, I would start walking and have faith that I could get there.

I’ve also come to realize there are things far more important than avoiding suffering. They are so important in fact that I am actually seeking out suffering. So all you are doing is just adding fuel to that fire. You’re doing the literal opposite thing of what you intended.

And why some people might get tempted to be cocky here that won’t work either. I didn’t do this. God did and we both know what happens when he tells you to do something. You don’t have a choice. You’re his little bitch and you’ll do exactly as he says. It doesn’t matter that I’m nothing without him. I do have him.

I think I finally understand why Martin Luther was unbothered when he saw you at the end of the bed that one time. You’re pathetic. The powers you do have are weak and feminine compared to Gods. no wonder you hate him so much lol

The only way your powers are truly effective is if I let you in. And I explicitly refused to let you in. Your ass mad over it and trying to get me to freak out and do something stupid. thats as far as you can go lol If I just keep trusting God and believing in Him and listening to Him, nothing you can do can touch me or hurt me in any meaningful way.

Sure, you can distract me and try to get me to lose focus on the bigger picture, but that’s easily manageable and ive had tons of practice. and of course you’re gonna come up with other creative ways but at the end of the day, it’s just about learning the new cheap trick that you’re trying at any given moment.

The only reason you tripped me up there for a little bit was because I lost sight of the bigger picture. That will not happen again. I know I’m picking a fight with you by taking control of my life and I am ready to bleed out as much as I have to to take you down. Even if I go down with you, you will go down. Even if I have to die, if I can save one person, it will be worth it and you lose.